(Right: The MDMA Molecule)
Ecstacy
by Greg Landheim
I used to be a sinner,
I drank and I got stoned,
There never was a blessed thing,
That I could say I owned.
Then I discovered Jesus,
And what he’d done for me.
I prayed for my repentance,
And asked that I might see.
I worked at being Holy,
Until I thought I’d faint.
The spirit would not come to me,
So I sought out a Saint.
He told me what I had to do,
If I would find my bliss.
His words fell gently on me,
Just like an Angel’s kiss.
I dedicated all my life,
To being one with God.
Became a holy pilgrim,
And walked the world unshod.
I prayed through every waking hour,
As I went on my way.
And then without a warning,
It came to me one day.
The earth broke up beneath my feet,
And lights lit up the night.
I heard a holy chorus,
Of Angels taking flight.
My soul became so very large,
I could not find its end.
It flowed through all around me,
The world became my friend.
My mind could not contain it,
This bliss so very great.
I loved all things that I could see,
There was no room for hate.
I had achieved trancendence,
“Praise Christ the Lord!” I cried.
And then I started weeping,
For those still trapped inside.
I had to find my Master,
And tell him what I’d done.
He’d heap upon me holy praise,
And love me like a son.
My Master was disgusted,
I begged him to tell why.
“It’s not about the side show,
Come back when you’re not high.”
The extent and breadth of drug use all over the world is just staggering. In the Philippines, it is believed that there are at least several million people across all socioeconomic classes who are drug users. The face of the drug user can vary - from the raggedy waif on the streets of Manila getting himself on with inhalants, to the college kid getting blown off on ecstacy while sweating it out on a rave party, to the hashish or coke sessions in one of the condominiums in Makati, or or the taxi driver chasing the white dragon in a shantytown in Pasig. It really depends on one's budget and connections.
I remember attending a dance event in the past where lollipops are being passed around (obviously to act as pacifiers to the teeth clenching of ecstacy users) and with the insanely criminally priced expensive bottle of water- I wonder how these people sleep at night, while people could die from virtual dehydration. One club has a standing policy of disallowing clubbers inhalers, drugs, and pacifiers within their premises, but how this is being enforced i really dont know.
Buying candies is very easy, with the proliferation of pushers everywhere who gets usually connected by word of mouth. During summer season, Boracay, Puerto Galera and Cebu become flashpoints as thousands of tourists converge for their vacations. Manila with its pulsating nightlife is not spared. At one time my friend told me that a pusher was apprehended outside a Quezon City club who then implicated the pointman in a club at the Fort who then pointed to the other guy in a Makati club. Candymen come in many shapes and sizes, I dont want to enumerate and describe any of them.
But this problem is obviously universal, taking a page from a UN Press Release:
UN drugs chief sounds warning about Afghan opium production, cocaine consumption in EuropeWASHINGTON, June 26 2006 (UNODC) - Cocaine consumption in western Europe is reaching alarming levels while opium production in Afghanistan could rise again this year despite a welcome decline in 2005, the Executive Director of the United Nations Office on Drugs and Crime (UNODC), Antonio Maria Costa, said on Monday. UNODC's 2006 World Drug Report showed global opium production fell five percent in 2005 while cocaine production was broadly stable. Seizures of both drugs, especially cocaine, reached record highs. Consumption of cannabis, the most widely used illicit drug, continued to increase while the market for amphetamine-type stimulants stabilised. Africa is growing in importance for trans-shipments of cocaine and heroin to Europe. Presenting the World Drug Report at the National Press Club in Washington, the UNODC Executive Director said trends in the global drugs market were moving in the right direction but governments needed to step up their efforts to reduce both supply and demand. "Drug control is working and the world drug problem is being contained," he said. "This is true whether we look over the long term or even just over the past few years. Humanity has entered the 21 st century with much lower levels of drug cultivation and drug addiction than 100 years earlier. Even more importantly, in the past few years, worldwide efforts to reduce the threat posed by illicit drugs have halted a quarter-century-long rise in drug abuse that, if left unchecked, could have become a global pandemic." Laos, which until the mid-1990s was the third largest illicit opium producer in the world, slashed opium cultivation by 72 percent in 2005 and is on the verge of becoming opium-free. "Laos has made spectacular progress which has not received the attention it deserves," Mr Costa said. However, the UNODC head highlighted three key weaknesses in the global drug control situation: heroin supply in Afghanistan, cocaine demand in Europe and cannabis supply/demand everywhere. In Afghanistan, the world's largest opium producer, the area under opium poppy cultivation fell 21 per cent to 104,000 hectares in 2005, the first such decline since 2001. "Afghanistan's drug situation remains vulnerable to reversal because of mass poverty, lack of security and the fact that the authorities have inadequate control over its territory," Mr Costa warned. "This could happen as early as 2006 despite large-scale eradication of opium crops this spring." Some encouraging trends were noted on the coca/cocaine market. Coca cultivation and cocaine production were broadly stable while seizures of cocaine rose to new highs. Global cocaine use declined slightly. "Demand for cocaine is rising in western Europe to alarming levels," Mr Costa said. "I urge European Union governments not to ignore this peril. Too many professional, educated Europeans use cocaine, often denying their addiction, and drug abuse by celebrities is often presented uncritically by the media, leaving young people confused and vulnerable." After years of increases in the 1990s, the market for amphetamine-type stimulants (ATS) is stabilizing, reflecting improved law enforcement and better precursor control. Some 25 million people used amphetamines at least once in 2004, while some 10 million used ecstasy. Total ATS production was estimated at 480 tons in 2004, which is lower than the peak in 2000. The U.S. authorities again dismantled the largest number of illegal methamphetamine laboratories - over 17,000 in 2004, more than 90 percent of the global total. While abuse of methamphetamine remained stable or declined among secondary students over the last few years, treatment demand for methamphetamine abuse in the United States has grown dramatically. Many countries have the drug problem they deserve The 2006 World Drug Report devotes special attention to cannabis, the world's most abused illicit drug. Cannabis was used by an estimated 162 million people at least once in 2004, equivalent to some four per cent of the global population age 15-64, and consumption continued to increase. The UNODC Executive Director warned that cannabis was now considerably more potent than a few decades ago and said it was a mistake to dismiss it as a "soft" and relatively harmless drug. Evidence that cannabis use can cause serious mental illness is mounting. "Today, the harmful characteristics of cannabis are no longer that different from those of other plant-based drugs such as cocaine and heroin," Mr Costa said. "National policies on cannabis vary and sometimes change from one year to the next," he added. "With cannabis-related health damage increasing, it is fundamentally wrong for countries to make cannabis control dependent on which party is in government. Policy reversals leave young people confused as to just how dangerous cannabis is. The cannabis pandemic, like other challenges to public health, requires consensus, a consistent commitment across the political spectrum and by society at large." "After so many years of drug control experience, we now know that a coherent, long-term strategy can reduce drug supply, demand and trafficking," Mr Costa concluded. "If this does not happen, it will be because some nations fail to take the drug issue sufficiently seriously and pursue inadequate policies. Many countries have the drug problem they deserve." NOTE TO EDITORS: Drug cultivation and production numbers in the World Drug Report are for 2005, while figures for drug abuse and seizures are for 2004.
ECSTASY Annual prevalence of abuse as percentage of the population aged 15-64 (unless otherwise indicated) *UNODC estimates based on local studies, special population group studies, and /or law enforcement agency assessments. Sources: ARQs, Government Reports, US Department of State, European Monitoring Center for Drugs and Drug Abuse (EMCDDA). AFRICA Near and Middle East / South-West Asia South Africa*, 2004 0.4 Israel, 2001 0.8 Zambia*, 2003 0.3 Lebanon*, 2001 0.5 Zimbabwe*, 2003 0.1 EUROPE Namibia, 2000 0.1 East Europe Morocco, 2003 0.02 Ukraine*, 2003 0.1 Ghana*, 1995 0.01 Russian Federation*, 1999 0.1 AMERICA Southeast Europe Central America Bulgaria*, 2003 0.4 Panama*, 2003 0.4 Croatia*, 2003 0.3 Guatemala*, 2003 0.2 Turkey*, 2003 0.3 Belize*, 2003 0.2 Romania*, 2004 0.1 Honduras*, 2003 0.2 FYR of Macedonia*, 1999 0.1 Nicaragua*, 2003 0.1 West and Central Europe El Salvador*, 2003 0.1 Czech Rep., 2002 2.5 North America England & Wales, (16-59), 2003/04 2.0 Canada, 2004 1.1 Scotland, (16-59), 2003 1.7 USA, (15-64), 2004 1.0 Estonia, 2004 1.7 Mexico, 2002 0.01 Northern Ireland, 2003 1.6 South America Netherlands, 2001 1.5 Colombia*,2001 0.3 Spain, 2003 1.4 Ecuador*, 2003 0.3 Hungary, (18-54), 2003 1.4 Venezuela*, 2001 0.2 Slovakia, 2004 1.2 Guyana*, 2002 0.1 Ireland, 2003 1.1 Uruguay*, 2003 0.1 Belgium*, 2003 1.1 Chile, 2002 0.1 Slovenia*, 2003 0.9 Argentina, 2004 0.1 Austria, 2004 0.9 Peru, 2002 0.1 Switzerland*, 2003 0.8 Suriname*, 2002 0.1 Latvia, 2003 0.8 Paraguay*, 2003 0.1 Germany, (18-59), 2003 0.8 Iceland*, (15-65), 2003 0.6 The Caribbean Norway, 2004 0.5 Turks & Caicos Is.*, 2003 0.7 Luxembourg*, (15-65), 1998 0.5 Barbados*, 2002 0.3 Finland, 2002 0.5 Dominican Rep.*, 2000 0.2 Denmark, (16-64), 2000 0.5 Bahamas*, 2003 0.1 Sweden*, 2003 0.4 ASIA Portugal, 2001 0.4 East & South-East Asia/South Asia/ Lithuania, 2004 0.4 Transcaucasia Italy, (15-54), 2003 0.4 Indonesia*, 2004 0.6 Cyprus*, 2003 0.4 Malaysia*, 2003 0.4 France, 2002 0.3 Rep. of Korea, 2004 0.3 Poland, 2002 0.2 Macao SAR, China*, 2002 0.2 Malta, (18-65), 2001 0.2 Viet Nam*, 2003 0.2 Liechtenstein, 1998 0.2 Philippines, 2004 0.2 Greece, 2004 0.2 Cambodia*, 2003 0.1 OCEANIA Thailand, 2001 0.1 Australia, 2004 4.0 Armenia, 2005 0.1 New Zealand*, 2001 2.2 Japan, 2003 0.1 Hong Kong SAR China, 2004 0.02 India*, 2004 0.01 Singapore, 2004 0.004 a/ Life-time prevalence (15+) |
i had a friend who's had his brains fried by taking too much ecstacy. he goes in and out of mental rehab and writes his own version of the bible. tsk tsk sayang
ReplyDeleteThey say that the effects of ecstacy on the brain is permanent. I once saw on TV and they showed brain xray of an X user, and the brain looked like cheese..Its been said that X can possibly accelerate Alzheimer's disease.
ReplyDeletePlease see attached uploaded World Drug Report for 2006. While Coke, and Opiate abuse in the Philippines is very very low, The country ranks with the highest amphetamine-dependency prevalence rate annually as well as cannabis-dependence.The use of X because of its expensive street prices from 1,200-1,400 PhP has been confined to well-heeled population.
ReplyDeleteyes, lamentable. some local politicians are in the drug trade to supply them their perpertual cash cows (protection offered by the offices they hold) I've been to a town somewhere north where the youngsters are almost all hooked on cheap drugs, shabu, the foremost of them.
ReplyDeleteI remember going to this rave party back in 2004 and there was this brother of a politician from Laguna I think who was tripping balls in the VIP area. Club kids in the metro has been popping pills especially during rave events.Shabu aka Crystal Meth which is a rising scourge right now in the US and other countries has been the scourge of the Philippines eversince in the '80s. If my memory serves me right, shabu was a street drug in Japan who was acquired by Filipina entertainers in the early '80s and then when these entertainers went back they brought the shabu addiction with them. Meanwhile, purchase and use of Ketamine was just criminalized in 2005, Ketamine is usually used on its own or in cocktail with X so chances are X users usually know about K as well. Valiums on the other hand are imported from abroad and generally bears a Roche Pakistan label, these are the 10 mg milligrams versions of the drug and also abused alot. Valiums, Ketamine and X are usually the drug of choice in the upscale young market, with incidence of Coke and Meth sometimes. Hashish and Marijuana on the other hand are brought to Manila all the way from Sagada in the north. Shrooms on the other hand are available in Puerto Galera.
ReplyDeletewhoa! heheheeh GV! XD
ReplyDeleteHe he he... Don kaw ha!!! Can you share something with us?
ReplyDeletei actually made a case study before when i was in college titled "Why Take Ecstasy?" well, that is what my professor insisted, i originally titled it Ecstasy: Dance, Trance and Transformation. I agree with you on those clubs that sells really over-priced bottled waters, makonsensya naman kayo hehehe, actually di lang clubs eh, sa mga event usually 1 small bottle fetches around a hundred pesos. Well, they might be thinking that these clubbbers could afford a thousand pesos for their head so why not sell them very expensive bottles of water for their thirst. The catch is what about those peakin on their natural high and are just plain thirsty. Plus when i'm usually rollin i make it to a point that i take care of all my friends, say we're 20-30 in a particular event, so i'll most likely to offer them water, at a hundred a pop, whoa! tatlong FU na sana hehehe, anyway, my 2cents, GV and peace! XD
ReplyDeleteHave they got no conscience??? What we usually do is leave several liters of water in the car and if we feel the need to quench our thirst, we simply go out of the event.
ReplyDeleteWhile we I am at it, I think the best place for a rave party would be the NBC Tent in the Fort (ahh.. good times... :) ) and the next would be World Trade Center Manila. The worst would be PITC - it is so difficult to find the exits!!!!
Have they got no conscience??? What we usually do is leave several liters of water in the car and if we feel the need to quench our thirst, we simply go out of the event.
ReplyDeleteWhile I am at it, I think the best place for a rave party would be the NBC Tent in the Fort (ahh.. good times... :) ) and the next would be World Trade Center Manila. The worst would be PITC - it is so difficult to find the exits!!!!
hehehe, been there, done that, the only bliss you get being a candyman is you can afford to give freebies anytime para non-stop GV ang partee, other than that nakakakonsensya na makita mo close friends mo getting hooked-up with it and not just doing it for recreation purposes lang, it's been five years hehehe, mas ok pa maging consumer, at least di ka pressured na ma-reach quota mo *wink*
ReplyDeletei've been to a meth lab before, grabe, alam nyo ba that they mix muriatic acid with it? i have no idea if its in small or big amounts, point is, it is still muriactic acid,maybe that's the reason for the methempethamine HYDROCHLORIC ACID. i don't know, i'm just guessing.
anyway, drugs are drugs, the law defines what is legal or not. actually besides the illegal candyman there are also legit dealer of drugs, which peddles alcoahol and nicotine. Nicotine has been proven to cause lots of diseases, lung cancer etc. etc. Alcohol impairs judgment and almost everyday there is a story in tabloid of one going amuck or raping etc. etc. because of being "lasing" or under the influence of some downer kind of shit.
Different drugs, different trips... again the point is we could very well go and have fun without any mood-altering substances. amen? lastly, was there ever a headline or a news story about some dude peakin in X and goin around killing or raping anyone? (if you ask me , i haven't heard of one) and X is illegal. Now may i ask again if there was a headline of someone being "lasing" and going around on a killing or raping spree? .... i'll let you answer that. The defense rests for now XD
Naman papa Don, you send your reply when I was about to leave the office. I dont think they just put muriatic acid on crystal meth, they put alot of shit in there like battery acid, cleaners, and other stuff that you would prolly get in your own garage.
ReplyDeleteI dont see any one on X raping anyone, but people on X who are raped. But more on this later... :D
no, honestly, i saw yun mga ingredients ba yun, inexplain pa nga sakin kung baket usually may swimming pool ang kinukuha ng mga big time na meth lab e, saka may disticnt na odor ang meth lab, ambaho! people on X who are raped? hmmmm... GV cguro. next time kasi partee only with friends na di magtatake advantage kahit na wala na control sa emo dahil sobra peak. advice lang ha or avoid it altogether nalng peace! XD
ReplyDeletenahh... of course I used to party naman with friends. and I make sure I am sober enough to take care of them (I tend to be the more sober one when they are peaking).Though when I am rolling, I make sure I am in company with good friends. Ive been around as well, not exactly a novice in these stuff. 2005 was my year- glad it was totally over. But my friend was taken advantage once, she was, in her own words, raped, while she was on x.
ReplyDeleteohhh, im sorry to hear that, parties dati usually during the insomnia and ABG days were safer compared after ilang years. after kasi nung "d gud ol days" na yun, un mga lalake usually take advantage sa mga girls lalo na pag peak. and almost everyone takes E nowadays. unlike before na you were in a small group, halos lahat magkakakilala or closely knitted siguro mga 3rd to 4th degree lang ang extension sa mga pupuntahan na in-house. kawawa naman friend mo. im sorry
ReplyDeleteThanks, I think she is fine now, she is a very strong girl, and I partied with her a lot of times, sometimes when she is so pissed drunk, I am the one who guards her against the guys. I scold her a lot of times as well, and one time I have to grab her from the guy.. She is very pretty and very friendly...so...but the party days was over, think the last party I had was in January. We are more into just liquor now. :) Poppers doesnt count anyway but tried that at least twice, dint feel anything anyway.
ReplyDeleteI actually think that the party scene in the recent month has grown a lot and the crowd getting younger. Tsk tsk...
ReplyDeletewell, thats good, alcohol na lng. tama kayo ng friend mo. my last drop was march ata, been actually sober for 2months na. and it feels good though there are times na may urges to drop. still i can't i'm 3hours away by plane. and i love it that way. self-rehabilitation hehehe. i agree with you sa party scene, grabe sobrang bata na, last event i went to was by benassi. daming youngsters frying their brains, well there's still embassy and industry. as long as di ma curb ang drug trade, we'll see more people losing their head
ReplyDeletegood luck in curbing the drug trade.. 3 hours away by plane????? where are you ba??
ReplyDeletesingapore, looking for what they say, a meaning in life hehehehe, kaya naman maeliminate drug menace, all it takes is determination mostly on the governments part, ano klase example ba dapat nila ipakita kung lahat ng mga big time na nahuhuli eh, napapawalang sala din. they have to set a limit and put their foot down when needed to be. here the penalty for drug trafficking is death same back home, the big difference is here the law gets enforced, no color, no race, no relatives and being filthy surely won't get you off the hook. i myself breaks and bends laws back home but when i got here, i've been law-abiding ever since, not that i don't try or sometimes mistake to bend the rules here, Its the fear of getting caught then being punished. knowing that the law is BEING enforced here. plus i guess having diversity in population, people have grown to respect or keep out of each others way and just follow the rules. bottomline, kailangan mapakita ng government na when you commit a crime and proven in court that you did commit that crime equates to life in prison or the penalty for that. and no lifeline, no matter where you are or who you are can get you off the hook. wah! ayan napunta na sa corruption usapan, well, it is the root of evil as they say. as the fruit is to citizens well th root then is the leader. command responsibility diba, that is how its always been especially with delicadeza on the line and that is how it should always be XD
ReplyDeleteCapital punishment has been repealed in the Philippines.
ReplyDeleteRe: Corruption, etc etc..
While we also need good leaders, the problem I think lies with the people. Just observe the daily lives of the common person and you will notice how indiscriminate the corruption in the Philippines is. Try getting caught in Makati for a traffic violation, my bet is that you can get away with a hundred bucks. Its the people themselves who do these little things, While our leaders can craft the best laws there is, it wouldnt matter if the people decide to do their own thing anyway. Filipinos are tribalistic and clannish by nature, the concept of a country in a social, cultural, economic sense like what we see today (or barely) only probably evolved in the latter years of our country's history. While Luzon and Visayas were waging war against the Spaniards, Mindanao largely is free from foreign interference.
My point is, we cannot leave the running of this country to the leaders alone, to the government or much less the opposition, because this country is not the country of the few ruling elites, it is your country and mine too. We share the glory equally, as much as we equally share the blame.
Ps. I might be flying to Singapore by July for 3-4 days. hehe. :D
I've been thinking about that these past few weeks. Is it really true that we also have to share the blame. I'm actually taking it upon myself to make a study of how the Philippines can be like Singapore. So to answer this would really take up a lot of space in your comments box, I'll post what I've come up with maybe in a week or so. I'm just polishing up some data i've collected.
ReplyDeletebtw, i didn't knew that the death penalty got repealed (well, ignorance of the law doesn't excuse anyone hehehehe) , uy punta ka dito, ok yun, meet up tayo, i'm pretty sure you'll like MOS and Kandi Bar, but i'm thinking that i'm gonna love zouk too, siguro ikaw din, haven't been there yet, maybe this weekend.
You are second person who asked me to go to MOS, my friend is hooking me up for a VIP list of Zouk. If things go well, I arrive there 12 July around 9pm with nothing to do until the next morning. I will be flying out Saturday probably in the afternoon, with nothing to do on a Friday night unless my college friends would meet me. Maybe we can meet too and we can head to Zouk. I also heard that Zouk will be opening at the Fort (near Embassy) this year. When that happens, I wanna get a Zouk Singa shirt (hopefully it aint expensive), and wear it to Manila Zouk. :P :)
ReplyDeleteWHOA! Zouk sa Fort?!?! dang! i have to be there!!! uwi na ko!!!! heheheeh, you know what, i think the club scene is way better back at home, Sinagapore has very strict laws. well, i might be mistaken. uy keep in touch pag punta ka na dito, i think it'l be cool clubbing in here in SG with lalo pa pag may kasama na dating mahilig din mag-peak, hehehe, btw wala adams =(, not sure though, maybe i just don't have the right connections as of now, but last time i went out, i heard from some singaporean i met at DXO it goes like 100sgd/pc and she was telling me where, but i was so drunk to even understand her english. but when i asked everyone i know here, they all said na wala talaga. anyway i find it imposible na wala, MOS and Zouk being here hehehe
ReplyDeleteyou heard me right. the tongues are buzzing around in the Manila circuit. Zouk is coming to challenge Embassy's dominance.I heard this even from a club promoter. He he he..
ReplyDeleteI think it is gonna add to flava and more spunk, people are already getting jaded. You know how fickle the people here are. Manila parties are really really nice.Btw, can you check how much yung shirt ng zouk?
sure, ill check, baka dis wikend punta kami zouk, btw, sali ako sa idea mo na zouk na shirt ha XD dont worry di ko wear sa opening ng zouk-fort, sa in-house lang if mademonyo ako, hehehehe XD
ReplyDeletehehehe. Sure! sure! :D Should be cool. jejejejeje...I am a gonna renew my passport muna. Im going to DFA today.
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